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Post-Examination Dilemma

2008-10-23T20:31:00.004+08:00

Back today...
Got the report out
OK
Best ever
A2 overall
6 or 7 As
3Bs
74.1%
741/1000
Conduct was good
Surprisingly got A2 for Chinese
And what shocked me most
Got B4 for English
Worst Ever
In Secondary school
Mathematics
was 86
An A1
That made me qualif for A maths
Science 81
Made qualify for Triple Science
Humanities All A1
Because we are humans
Not surprise
Bs
were
As follow
Art Because i only got 30+
For Mid year
Scored very well
For Second semester
All 80+
Design and Technology
1 More mark to A2
fiorget it
If i were to beg for that petty 1
And 1 more
English
At least never fail
Have to resit if happens
But Mum says
Not very satisfactory
Cos is a neighbourhood school
Standards are lower
Trying out St Nicholas
In November
But do not know
Whether it fits
Me
Peer Pressure
All cousins in reknown schools
But me
he only one
Here in Woodlands sec
Everyone thought
A genius would be foollowing their back
On the day
11/11/1994
But sadly it doesnt happen
The Girl now lands on Woodlands sec
Now the family is unhappy
And devastated
They had lost a student
Everyone a musician
Except me
My father played the guitar
My mother used to sing
My cousin played the guitar and piano
Me never any of the above for 1 year
Never a grade higher than 6
Is such a waste
To my family
I amm just wasting the Earth's resource
They are all geniusES
But me only
A nomadic life
WARNING
NEVER TO BE CARVED OUT
But i am glad that i got my subject combination
I wanted
Package consists of
HISTORY, PURE BIOLOGY
PURE CHEMISTRY, PHYSICS
Additional Mathematics
English, Chinese
Social Studies
IT IS JUST NORMAL
I never suceed in anything
I missed my SOLO
By 1 bar
HIstory repeated itself
This happened during the Concert too
I AM A LOSER
I AM A LOSER
I AM A LOSER
I AM A LOSER
I AM A LOSER
I AM A LOSER
I AM A LOSER

HAPPIEST Day ever though unnoticeable

2008-10-10T22:04:00.002+08:00

TODAY happiest day
In the whole year
END OF EXAMINATION
FINALLY
Mathematics Paper 2
2Hours
THEN today
Mrs Y** very very
!"£$%^&*(()_
She delayed our exams
She talked and talked and talked
I wonder how she can stand it
Her mouth
Is very the idiotic
Started exam at 0809
Overall appearance of paper
Crying in HELL
But still managed to finish it
BEFORE TIME
Waited in the canteen WITH Priscilla
For Berlin and Jia Hui
Then saw Hui Hui, Eng Siew and Cheryl
Quite happy to see them
Quite happy to talk to them
Waited till about 11 plus
We went off
Saw Mr Sha at the security post
he saw my shirt tuck out
He assked me to tuck in my shirt
BUT
I tucked out
After walking off
We waited at Causeway
Cinema for Jia Hui and friends
We had planned to watch a movie
Earlier after Jia Zhen finished her PSLE
And we finished our exams
We went to watch painted skin
OUR RATING
Got R18 scene
But overall still OK
Watched the 1330
Lasted for 3hours plus
We commented that the guys behind us
WAS BLADDY
They added narrationand sound effect
Because one of them do not know Chinese
It was unbearable
We went to buy birthday presents
For Eng Siew and Hui Hui
And intended to present it to them
Next Monday during band
Went home at 4
Cos still got taekwondo at night
Reached home at 1630

Something added to my happiness
You are my happpiness
You finally came
Better late than never
You did not came for lesson i believe
But still happy to see you
But you never saw me
AM I TOO SHORT FOR YOU TO NOTICED
You was soo engrossed inyour talking
I was dazing through today
Looking for you
Althogh today i was struggling
With the kicks
After seeing you
Had added to my happiness...
I LOVE YOU

Countdown To Friday

2008-10-08T12:16:00.004+08:00

Yea, A great wed
Woke up early today
Not like then
For Mathematics Paper1
Very Very Early in school
About 0650
An hour later...
I was in my class room
Sitting awaiting the moment
The Golden Hour
The Lucky One
EIGHT0800
Took a peep
In the Exam Script
Pretty challenging
Especially this
Given a semi-circle
With exp C as the middle
A line ws drawn
A right angled triangle
Drawn by a line
To the top of the semicicrle
With given height and base
EQUALS 5cm
And the triangle
Was part of the sector
We are supposed to find
The area of the sector
Excluding the triangle
I calculated 7.13 cm 2
From my rounding off
Calculator calculated 7.14
With its superb memory
Whats more surprisingly
There is a page
Where there are formulas
PRINTED ON IT
Example
Curved surface area of Cone
nrl+nr2
But sadly...
There was not a single question
ON THE TOPIC
Forget It
I entured into the questions
Finished the adventure
1Hour later
12Pages
1Graph
I was bored
I looked at the person
Beside me
The Question above
On her paper was empty
The invigillator was at the back
Never arouse any unwanted
SUSPICION
HAHAHA
Never challenged me
BUT Is really fate
I met her first in Causeway Point
She said to me
GIRL, TUCK IN YOUR SHIRT
I did her command
WHAT CLASS ARE YOU FROM
2A
It was stupid then
Very embarrasing sia
I think it was after the mid year paper
forget it
She might have forgotten me
Went home damm early today
Met Joey at the Interchange
Smile at her
Then walk away

CHERISHED 24 hour 1 day

2008-10-04T14:07:00.002+08:00

Hai Ya, Attracted flu bug
NOw down with heavy flu
Ate the wrong thing yesterday
Now having allergy
Cannot go out
Thats why i am here
To update my blog
Haha
FInally got permission
From mum
To go out
After Exams
With order from me that
She don call me
Don drive me
Don control me
Don rush me
Thats the only criteria
I set
But no free lunch in Earth
She DEMANDED me
To go to Bugis
OG
To redeem her loyalty points
NOT A PROBLEM
FINALLY GOT FREEDOM
Will cherish the day

Heart speaking

2008-10-03T22:16:00.002+08:00

Today so happy cos I broken my record
I went to school as per normal but earlier
Cos today, 1st day of EOY
Sitting for English Paper 1 and Chinese Paper
I now felt so good after letting my hair back
Aiming at 3C next year
To prepare for SYF
HOPEFULLY
Chosen Jealousy, title for first part
Wrote a speech
Chose that because
Mr Sha said choosing
Narrative writing is easier
And safe
No doubt
I wrote that
Finish it before expected one
2 page + 2page written
Chinese will better
Beyond expectation
So EASY
I proving to That YAP freak
That i will turn my C6 into A1
Previously, my C6
DERIVED
From A1
Even i am lazy
I can get As
Equal no of As
As a person that work many many
TIME harder than me
Minimum As attained in Sec
=3( First Term of Sec 1)
Remains as 3
Never again to be 3
Got 5A(s) during Mid Year
5A again
And 7As during EOY 2007
Talk about recent thing
6As and 1B
Total 7 SUbjects
No less than B
Amazingly, i failed my chinese during P4
Now became an A1
Then turned into C6
Because of the FREAK
Maths, Scienc,Art,Home Economics
I cant really cook well
Cos I don cook
My patner brought me good luck
Therefore, passing the exam
Literature only A2
Now i am gonna turn all
From As to Cs
I HATE As
So STRESSFUL
TIME-Packed

Went to Taekwondo
He never come
Might be studying
LAST MINUTE
Instructor never come too
Senior took over
So strict
A white belt talked
AND KENNA
Caught and put at the BACk
So STRICT
So embarrasing
Don know TAker 2
So lao kui
But i showed off doing Taker 1
Cos only thing i did well
Not used without him
No one to guide me
Talk to me
Help me
Apologise to me
Hold me through practice
Save my face
TEMPORARY
Have to wait for his return
HATE his friend sia
Make fun of me
But none of his friend
CAME
Except a black-tipper
He looked at me
I looked at him
LAUGHED
His hair very nerd
He used to cut it spiky
BUT now look so Nerdy
He surely caught for hair
HAHAHAHA

2008-10-01T17:30:00.002+08:00

I REALLY WANNA GIVE UP WITH HIM
BECAUSE OF YOU
I DON KNOW WHY
YOU KEPT APPEARING INFRONT OF ME
I MIGHT LOOK LIKE AN IDIOT TO YOU
AN AH LIAN
THIS IS JUST TO HIDE MY FEELINGS FOR YOU
I KNOW YOU FOR I DO THAT
BUT I LOVE HIM
I LOVE YOU TOO
BUT YOURS IS UNEXPLAINABLE HIGHER THAN HIS
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN HIM
BUT I WANNA BE WITH HIM
BUT NOW I WANNA GIVE UP HIS LOVE
BECAUSE OF YOU
I NEVER WANNA YOU DO ANYTHING
BUT WHY DO I ALWAYS SEE YOU
IS NOT FAIR SEEING YOU ALWAYS
I DON ENJOY IT
PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE
ALTHOUGH I LOVE YOU
BUT WITH HIM
LETS KEEP THIS AN UNCOVERED SECRET
THEN
A COVERED ONE
IN NEAR FUTURE

Happy Back Day

2008-10-01T16:56:00.005+08:00

《冻结》

不小心回到那一天

不小心一切又重演你如此完美的一切　

竟会出现在我的世界你说话不爱说第二遍　

但偏在情人节那一夜给我你心爱的项鋉　

说了三次对我的爱恋我那时糊涂　

不明白为何你会哭后知后觉以后领悟

冻结那时间　

冻结初遇那一天冻结那爱恋　

冻结吻你那瞬间我也会疲倦　

你的项鋉　

在我身边　

带我穿梭回从前冻结那空间　

冻结有你的世界冻结那画面　

冻结不让它溶解我若是疲倦　

你的项鋉　

在我身边　

发光在我胸前你的项鋉　

在我身边　

陪伴着我过每一天

Sorry...I really don know what to say to you

We had not seen for weeks

I really have a sense of putting this in history

Only if we are able to go back in time

Enjoy time together

From when we started

I won let you go...

Clench you tight in my fists

Forget about those rumour

NO matter the cost

I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO AGAIN

BE WITH YOU

The time you lost

Stand up with me

Let's start again...

NO FEAR, NO LOVE

LOVE U

White Lies Hurt

2008-09-30T18:55:00.004+08:00

Why is everyone lying to me??? I don understand...I am the main reason why WDL band did not have a slim of chance attaining the Gold award in NBC...So SORRY, I don mind that people called me a suck'er' cos it is really my fault that made it never possible that you guys did not get gold... It was a moment of rush tat i had gone back to band. If i had not the previous time, history would never be the same...But why did you guys have to lie to me that my solo was good when it is never even pleasant to your ears...Don think that you can make me feel great about it...I felt really...SORRY...I really don know what to say. even the seniors are lying to me...HONESTLY, ANSWER ME...I NEVER EVER MIND ABOUT IT...IS IT REALLY HORRIBLE...I never feel that bad ever in my life!!!!

The Terriblest Sunday

2008-09-28T14:10:00.003+08:00

Day started out damm damm early. Not my true self if not for school. Woke up at 6.45. I must be crazy. Went for a walk around the deck. VERY VERY TEDIOUS...SUCKS!!! But after that, went for breakfast buffet. Vey very nice to be air-conditioner after sweating 10 pials of sweat. EAT and ATE...Still early, therefore went home to take another bath after the one taken before the exercise...But then still very early. Only 9.30 now, supposely to watch a movie with my friend but fell asleep probably i was too tired...It lasted for 2 hours. But it is untypically cold there cos of short attire.

DAMM SH*T,

Mdm Wong's MATHEMATICS REVISION PAPER, Think is about 9 pages thick

Geography Revision Not Done

To me geography sucks

Not interested to it

Just like a pool of puke to me

BUT

Still score higher in Geography than History

BUT

Think that i might be taking History

Cos I like it

Days SUCKS if not average

2008-09-26T15:18:00.004+08:00

MIGHT be a Average day today. Day was brightened up by my Chemistry test paper. Not because i scored damm well(40/50) but i was lucky. The day i took the test, i nearly forgotten to complete the last 2 pages that is worth 20marks. Don belittle this 20marks...You never know when you need a mark to get a distinction or maybe a pass. That was something hapened to my Chinese...26/60. HAHA. My first time failing a test leh. I feel that is not because my standard had dropped, is because of the teacher. A student would never destruct its own grade. I agree with both hands up on this matter. Mum better thank god that i am in express or not i would have dropped Chinese. Nevermind, i seen a sunny sight of it long ago. There are always crests and troughs in life. Hopefully, this would be the one and only trough i encounter this decade. But Chinese SUCKS today...It was boring. I fell into lala land and before i knew it, i aroused the teacher's suspicion. You can never imagine how boring is it...Everyone seems to be enjoying it very very much. How much fun can a comprehension bring or am i too hyper??? Maths was worse...A stack of worksheet had acknowledged me as its rightful owner. Hias, have to complete by Mon. Now that i am only in Sec2...What will become of me 2 years ahead. So STUPID Chores.